Closed adoption. =[?

Question:

Closed adoption. =[?

i was adopted at birth 14 years ago.
in Clumbia Memorial Hostipal. in hudson NY.
it was a closed adoption. i know nothing about my birth mother except she was 16.
i need out of my adopted parents house.
what can i do?

Additional Details

3 months ago
well idk if it is abuse.
i just cant stand it. my "dad"s an ahole and w/e
i just need 2 get out or ill seriously go fukkin crazy. i wanna leave.
my adoption was closed there fore the court wont give me any info

3 months ago
ive wanted 2 leave since i was 10 im 14 now.

Best Answer - Chosen by Asker: 3 months ago
well idk if it is abuse.
i just cant stand it. my "dad"s an ahole and w/e
i just need 2 get out or ill seriously go fukkin crazy. i wanna leave.
my adoption was closed there fore the court wont give me any info